My whole world is black,
Stars seem to sparkle a while,
Hope? or just bullcrap....
What I'd give to make her smile,
But the sparkles fade back,
I'm getting far too fragile,
God i want her back,
No I don't, between I need a mile,
From those petty hate knives in her pack,
Regains my trust with guile,
Then brings on the stab attack!

She says she really loves me,
Fool am i to believe?
She really can act sweetly,
Holding arguments up her sleeve,
Says she wants to make me happy,
But she cannot see my needs,
Sees things only her way,
Any other ways evil deeds.

In different ways i'm just like her,
We suffer similar torments,
I wish she could hear me and I could hear her,
Through all the fired arguments,
Just as things calm down and are looking better,
Hope shatters to tiny fragments.

Why do I love her so?
She hurts me way too much,
Why does she love me so?
I hurt her thrice as much.

I wish I didn't love her so much and so deep in my heart,
Trying to claw my way out of a bottomless pit,
Can't do it when i'm with her, can't do it when we're apart,
I Try to drag her up with me, but her moods make me lose my grip,
My hand holds allways crumble and we're right back where we start.